Hopelist

i hope...everyday...every night...and all the time in between...i hope to succeed...i hope to prosper...i hope to live...i hope for happiness...i hope for a car...i hope for someone...i hope for change...i hope for tomorrow...i hope for now...i hope for excellence...i hope for blue skies...i hope for good weather...i hope for good company...i hope for good times...i hope to collide...i hope to get my work done...i hope to sing in the rain...i hope to dance in the sun...i hope to run on green fields...i hope to be carefree...i hope to be ruthless...i hope to be kind...i hope i can make it....i hope for greatness...i hope for maybe....i hope for neveragain...i hope for me...i hope i dont anger too many people....if i do, i hope i dont care....i hope to dare...i hope for courage...i hope for a thick skin...i hope for a good life...i hope for hope...

ups and downs II

hit enter by mistake...continuing where i wanted to start...the title is selfexplanatory....we all have our share...shit happens...good shit...bad shit...its all good....carpe diem....sometimes its difficult...u dont want to sieze it...u just want it to brush it off....water of a duck's back...what you think was water turns out to be wax...doesnt slip off so easy...just trickles down and dries up...u gotta scrape it off...painful sometimes....always....u never learn... a burning candle is a beautiful thing.... the hot wax dripping off it onto your fingers hurt...and u never learn to hold the candle in a way so the wax doesnt drip on to ur fingers...burning you....do u want to get burnt...again and again.... maybe it feels good....a momentary lapse of reason....sublime..yet painful...happens all the time...but u go on to light another candle...to light up a another dark room...and you drop wax on your fingers again...dammit....why why why.... why dont you learn...just stumble around in the dark for sometime until you find a window to let the sun in...patience is a virtue...however no problem is that bad...there is always microecon and beer....and sleep...get some sleep...tomorrow is a better day...well...if not better....its a new day...its a fresh start...sieze tomorrow...sieze the future...it holds endless possibilities...who knows...you can only wait...and watch...from the corner of your eye...dont get caught unawares...but it surely sneaks up on you... but what would your life be without a few surprises...its all good...you gotta roll roll roll....

ups and downs